Fate

at work early today since im heading home on friday, so its gonna be a little bit longer of a day today for me. hopefully i wont have a mass amount of phone calls like yesterday and it will be quiet. im kinda sick of talking to bands right now, haha. so, ive never really been a huge believer in fate or anything like that, until january hit. i met a boy at the airport in fort lauderdale while waiting for our shuttles to take us to our seperate hotels for the first ever ships and dips cruise. i went to stand next to him because i thought he was cute, haha. i had my BNL shirt on and he started talking to me and said "are you going on the cruise?". so then i was talking to him for about 15 min or so all about barenaked ladies. then i asked him what his favourite album was, and he said he actually only had the one with all of them on the cover (gordon). of course as i was talking to him that whole 15 min i didnt even notice his guitar on the side next to him. turns out he was joe, from guster (he then introduced himself). so i felt like a huge dork considering i loved their music yet had no idea who the members were, let alone what they looked like. we still talked for a while after while waiting for our shuttles and then his came.when we saw each other on the cruise for the first time, i was walking over with my friends to his show on the tuesday. he was with brian, the drummer, and brians wife. he said "hi katie" before i even realized it was him. so we chatted for a bit again and kept that going the whole week. to make a long story short, the only way i really met him that way (as a person and not a fan/rockstar), was because my plane was half an hour early. if it was on time, i never would have seen him. so since i met him ive just really been liking him (as a person, dont even care about the guster thing, though nice bonus:P), and hed always give me a big hug when i saw them in TO and recently in burlington. have kept in touch a little through e-mail, etc., and now myspace, but hes not big on the e-mail (he even told me that when i first met him). anyway, to make a long story slightly shorter, i used to really like him but now, and even before, ive been liking someone else more. i think ive liked him for longer than i was willing to admit. i like him so much now that hes always on my mind and i cant stop thinking about him. im such a dork when i talk to him, when i can actually get words out. the days i love the most are when he contacts me first if i dont, and yeah. hes just perfect. and i wish, with all my heart, that i could have him.

12.30-9pm

another day of 12.30-9pm. ive only done one day and im already hating it.
this stinks.

Bloggy

im home on a tuesday as my weekend was spent working, and now im just trying to sit down and catch up to time after being so busy for so long.
ive got so much stuff on my mind that i figured this would be a good way to get it out. it will be filled with the good, the sad, and my every day ramblings. i dont know how often ill actually use it but it will be nice to have when needed. so im going to see how long i last with it.
and thats the end of my first post for now just to get it started.