Fate

at work early today since im heading home on friday, so its gonna be a little bit longer of a day today for me. hopefully i wont have a mass amount of phone calls like yesterday and it will be quiet. im kinda sick of talking to bands right now, haha. so, ive never really been a huge believer in fate or anything like that, until january hit. i met a boy at the airport in fort lauderdale while waiting for our shuttles to take us to our seperate hotels for the first ever ships and dips cruise. i went to stand next to him because i thought he was cute, haha. i had my BNL shirt on and he started talking to me and said "are you going on the cruise?". so then i was talking to him for about 15 min or so all about barenaked ladies. then i asked him what his favourite album was, and he said he actually only had the one with all of them on the cover (gordon). of course as i was talking to him that whole 15 min i didnt even notice his guitar on the side next to him. turns out he was joe, from guster (he then introduced himself). so i felt like a huge dork considering i loved their music yet had no idea who the members were, let alone what they looked like. we still talked for a while after while waiting for our shuttles and then his came.when we saw each other on the cruise for the first time, i was walking over with my friends to his show on the tuesday. he was with brian, the drummer, and brians wife. he said "hi katie" before i even realized it was him. so we chatted for a bit again and kept that going the whole week. to make a long story short, the only way i really met him that way (as a person and not a fan/rockstar), was because my plane was half an hour early. if it was on time, i never would have seen him. so since i met him ive just really been liking him (as a person, dont even care about the guster thing, though nice bonus:P), and hed always give me a big hug when i saw them in TO and recently in burlington. have kept in touch a little through e-mail, etc., and now myspace, but hes not big on the e-mail (he even told me that when i first met him). anyway, to make a long story slightly shorter, i used to really like him but now, and even before, ive been liking someone else more. i think ive liked him for longer than i was willing to admit. i like him so much now that hes always on my mind and i cant stop thinking about him. im such a dork when i talk to him, when i can actually get words out. the days i love the most are when he contacts me first if i dont, and yeah. hes just perfect. and i wish, with all my heart, that i could have him.