Lars and the Real Girl

another day of being bored and waiting to call bands. thankfully i only have one city left to book, though im not looking forward to the motivating part. this weekend was pretty scary. my cat was badly attacked by a raccoon last sunday night and had to have a huge operation on monday. he wasnt leaving my room much and apart from when my dad would take him downstairs he wouldnt go down there. it was getting pretty bad and we werent sure if he was going to get better or worse. then suddenly sunday of this week he woke up and was like a whole new cat. he came downstairs when i was making my lunch before taking the train back to toronto and i dont think ive ever been that happy in my entire life when i saw him downstairs. very thankful hes getting better, just hope he keeps going for a long while. anyway, went to see lars and the real girl last night. it was pretty much one of the greatest movies of all time. its right up there with back to the future, yet a completely different style of movie. ryan gosling is awesome. it must be seen by everyone. the only thing was it made me really i had some one. him, in particular. i hate being alone...anyway, kinda another lonely day. i hate it when you feel like people only talk to you to borrow things. people just suddenly shift and arent the same with you and when i feel like people dont like me anymore, weather they do or not, i just push them away as much as i can.